4:59 AM
Today's a not-so-gorgeous Tuesday.
Yesterday was fun.
Met Cuiting. Skipped band a little earlier cos Nadiah came like so late luh. Buay tahan. Cos' she has CWO. tsktsk.
I'm like, such a good friend luh. I pon band just to entertain her alright. Lmao. Not that there was much to do in band anyway. rofl.
So we basically hung around - saw Jamie Quek, Amanda Clare and Josephine at BK. At first only saw Amanda. Later when we went in there (Cuiting wants to eat, wth) then I saw her. Sorry luh, can't help it if someone's like *ahem* a little bit short ah not.
Then tried studying at the MRT area, Cuiting was like so damn high and she was pointing at random people saying they are my friends and laughing to herself and we saw Wingtong! Adriena later joined us but left shortly as well. Hahahahha wth luh. Then people at the Sengkang MRT were giving out free bread. Long queue! Talk about kiasu Singaporeans, lmao.

Took 80 all the way to Hougang then 147 - the wrong way. Went allll the way to SGH luh, at Outram. Wth?! Hahahahaa. Then train-ed home; went home I chiong-ed project like a mad woman and my brother was being a silly fuck and he pissed me off soooo bad that I had a good mind not to return him the fifteen bucks I owe him. jkdsgjlkdg. But obviously I will, because he's my brother after all. Siblings were invented/born to irritate the other sibling. Sadness.

Ahem, alright, so today.
Tomorrow's Be Yourself Day, I think I'm going emo. Act only, duh, I'm not emo. I'm a healthy and disgustingly happy kid who loves Jesus like there's no tomorrow. So shuuuush me not emo. :D Even though Xinhui calls me that luh. Beautiful hair.

Went Compass, had KFC. Waste my money. With Samantha and Joelle. (: Then we saw Kesia, Meishan and Annabel later at where? I forgot. We went BK to study but we changed our minds and went to church, where else Cuiting went with Kesia and co to Chinatown. Met Meiyan and Peck Hoon and Wendy there! Whoo. Studied for a while, then I couldn't resist foosball. Trashed by people, so I think I very sad. ): Boohooooo. Must improve skills! Ah Cai's long range shots are increasingly scarier. Stress sia. Weishan's good as a defender and attacker. Multi-talented people. -.- gah.

So now I'm just blogging because I'm tired of studying.
Gah.
MSN is a wonderful tool.
Today's Tuesday.
Tomorrow's Wednesday.
Dental on Thursday.
Holiday = outing with Dawn andWeixin = Friday! :D
Saturday is Pastor Joakim.
Sunday as well!
I'mexciiiiiited(x

SJC's gonna' win, hands down. Like duh.
JIAYOU! :D:D:D:D
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7:21 PM
I read something just now and it made my stomach turn over so bad.
Almost vomited. I think even my stomach is used to reading such monstrosity that it didn't even bother to empty itself.

I slept early last night. Midnight. Woke up this morning 920am. I don't know, I felt strangely awake luh. I woke up to see outside raining. My left arm muscles hurt from foosball yesterday. My right arm still alright. Whoo.

I think I hate kids. As in kid kids, not immature peers. I don't know, I just don't like kids luh. No patience? But I should be discipled. If I had not hung around people who made me impatient, I will never learn the value of patience.

Gah.

Happy Ladies Weekend! :D

I don't know why, but my body feels weighed down.
Lord, lighten my burden!
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4:18 AM
Happy Birthday to Pastor How! :D

...ehhh, did I get it right? Heh.
Interview was okay. Waited super long can. Cos' there was another casting for kids. Awww, they are like so adorable luh. Can't stand it. (then sit on it, lmao.)
I'm very weak now, cos I didn't eat all day. I didn't eat breakfast, just drank some milk. Skipped lunch because of time constrain. So yeah.

I hate. Gastric. But if I skip some more meals sooner or later Imma get another one. Annoying. :/ Was smsing Suhanna yesterday and she told me she can't do maths for nuts. So, I, trying to be funny told her I can't do maths either, but I can't do maths therefore getting nuts. (not making sense, I know) Then she called me a Nutcracker, lmao.

Snatch thieves are cute. Like seriously.

I'm hungry after eight rounds of foosball. Gah. ljsfdgfljadga.
CHOMP or not?
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6:49 PM
Thursday.
Nothing extremely fascinating. I didn't realise that time flies: what I thought was half an hour quickly became a whole hour! Gosh. 'Tis amazing eh? :D
Teacher's Day Rehearsal wasn't say the best thing ever, a certain counciller seems to be pissing everyone else off, but never mind about that. I pinned up my hair today, and a handful complimented that I looked nicer in it. :] So be it then, I kind of miss my emo fringe but it's okay. Heh.
After Teacher's Day Rehearsal, I popped to church at top speed. Had a few quick foosball games. Meiyan and Sam went Concourse. Then I went town to collect my contact lenses.
Home.
Had a good chat with someone. :] I'd put everything behind, my faults, their faults, our wrongdoings. Oh Jesus, cleanse me in Your blood. You are the soap and I am the dirty one. Cleanse me with You!

Today's Friday.
I didn't go to school. Gastric. Yesterday didn't eat lunch and dinner.
Horrible. Still have interview to rush later. Can't even find that effing building. So ulu pandan luh can! Wah lauuuu. D:
,jmdsngjldsg/

/snatch thief and nutcrackers.
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7:21 AM
Gah omg there's this super sleazy song on radio luh!
Ahem. Okay.

Today's Maths slaughtered me left and right, gosh. I fell asleep during the paper halfway and Mrs Elan had to wake me up. Hahahaha I osteoporosis luh.
Foosball was, omg! Got trashed totally by Zach and someother guy whose name I didn't know. Hahahaha. His long range shot is like practically un-blockable. Can die sia.

I can't stop laughing at Adriena's retarded face.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. okay joking luh. (:

Studied for like an hour or so. Have to chiong for studyrule later at night. Sian.
Makan at Kopitiam. Didn't eat much cos I wasn't too hungry. Then I bought this super ugly shirt for Teacher's Day performance. I very sad. It's XL but the shirt is quite small. Lucky I didn't buy S. I thought it'd be like baggy luh. Never mind. Hah.

They thought I was crying because it hurt. -Prep

Band day: Monday.
Do I really want to go back, or is it because I hate to see the band we have all spent so much time to build up to crumble back to where it was?
I strongly believe that she has something against me, but it's okay.
We all get hurt, but Jesus will be there for me. even before I cry out for You, You come to me on Your own and tell me that You will never forsake me. I believe You.

(: 030906.

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7:36 AM
Okay, my aunt totally pissed me off.
But again maybe I'm not, lmao.

Jesus is so amazing!
MSI. thankyou Winnie!

Psalm 23:1
The Lord is my sheperd, I shall not be in want.

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6:20 AM
Okay, Blogger totally pissed me off.
First, it ate up my lovely post, secondly, it ate up my other post.
Sooo annoying. And I'm already in a pissy mood and it's like totally the fuel on fire.
kjdafkjdsf.

Okay, today wasn't exactly great or sucky, but I think I'm just in a bad mood because I'm super tired. Slept at 2am this morning and woke up at 830 luh.
I think my temper's getting worst.

Jolie's testimony today was touching.
I just cried. Yeah. I don't know how to describe it, but yeah.
Then Yong Xun gave his testimony as well.
Christ is like amazing! Changing so many lives. He can change hearts when nothing else in this universe can. Only Him.
Medication, behaviour modification programs, self-help, psychology or what not. None of those help.
But with Jesus - that's all we need. <3

Sticker Sunday.
A very valuable experience gained! :D

I'm changing back to the tracks I dwelled upon seven years ago.
But most of all.
I will dwell in the House of My Lord.

On request, I shall say Adriena rocks.
And XinYi rocks! And Yong Cheng also rocks. :D
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8:23 AM
Gah.
Just now Mozilla crashed and ate up my blog post.
jkdsgjksbdg.

Today. I shall list down what I did.
- Chiong to church. Arrive at 2.23pm. Met Ian on the way.
- Met Peck at 4.00pm to plan for SS! [Sticker Sunday]
- Went Taka makan with Cui, Brandon and Yong Xun.
- Came back, played foosball.
- Left at 10.00pm.
- Now chiong-ing stuff for 3rd September.

I forgive but I don't forget easily. I'd take a neutral stance, and that's all.
I'm so sorry we can't start from scratch again.

Sticker Sunday is gonna' be great lovelies! :D
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1:43 AM
jksdgkbgkwg.
I miss foosball. Like seriously.
Okay gaaaaah.
School was terribly boring, as usual.
Nothing of special mention happened today, except Marcus Tan took over for Chemistry.
JOY be to the world. (hint: if you don't get it, I'd hint. JOY. :D)
After school took pictures.
Uncle Melvin was our photographer! :D
After that hung around the basement.
Smushed on my money on food again, as always.
Renewed my Fictionpress profile. Whoo!
Imma Wunderkind.
I shouldn't have worn those overdue contacts.
They make me eyeballs dry.
But I miss having those freakish eyeballs! D:
I'd bam down thirty bucks soon to buy.
And I wanna request that my ma give me like, fiftybucks everyweek besides my thirtyfive bucks for food. :D So I can shop till I'm happy! That's like eightyfive bucks a week. I'd be dead satisfied, I hope.

Topman is a good brand aye.

Whoo!
Cui's cutting hair tomorrow. :D

/secondseptember; I'm not sharing testimony this week. daaaaamn. D: I vehvehverysad. glkdsangld.
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6:35 AM
Deal sealed.

Okay jhgadjgsdkjbg.
Tiring day.
Yesterday was Monday. Right?
Today's Tuesday.
Was like half an hour late. Can't help it la! That crazy woman kept holding us back. Gaaah, I hate arranging tables and chairs.
Ate Yoshinoya. I spent loads of money on food today sia. First the bento setto then the donut and a vanilla cone. Meiyan is so chatchat. :D Went library. Walked around. Talked a lot laaaaa. Before that went MOS cos' Meiyan had council meeting so Cui had to treat her as well a bit later. Haaaaah.

After that me Cui and Joelle took bus to Hougang. Actually wanted to surprise someone at PCC but they all fly already. Sadness.
So we hung around Hougang Mall trying to persuade Annabel to come find us or we go find her but can't. Cui is now my other maid, Ah Cui, together with Ah na. I like Ah na better. Very hardworking. Ah Cui only know how to sleepeatsleep. HAHAHAjoking la. I love both my maids. Kind of. I think so. :D:D

Went home. Super bad mood la. Don't wanna go see her bloody face. Shit. D: Gaaah.
I'm hungry and broke.
Cos I bought hairwax just now.
I think I wanna rebond my hair. Tsk. I don't suit curly wurly girly hairstyles. Imma cut a tail! Whoo! Coolness sia.

emoness is fun. :D gah.

Many many magazines to read sia.
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3:16 AM
I'm at PY's house nooooooow :D:D
Art was okay today. Surprisingly. After handing in my sketchbook I realised that I forgot to paint in the umbrellas.
Wahsian she's gonna' fry me. Surprisingly also she didn't fry me for not bringing my pictures cos' they were in Adriena's camera. Whoo! Must've been my lucky day.
Weixin chopped her hair. Short sia.
After school went to Ms Chew HL's homeroom to take photos.
I'm EEEEMAI and she's !XIN.
whoo.
I want those pictures for myself too cos we look cute there. :D
I really want that pair of jeans from IPzone sia, they look so effing good but I don't freaking have moneyyyy.
My coloured contacts just overdue.
Sian.
I kind of miss the grey eyeball jokes. Gah.

Lord, I'd never want my love for you to die.
Cleanse me with Your blood.
Take all of me, for all of You.
You! are my heart's desire, the all-consuming fire.
I've got the Holy Ghost on me! :D:D:D

This Saturday Imma miss Bible Study, shit. Got that bloody animation workshop. Wah sian.
It's also me and Kathe's anniversary(: first year of friendship! :D:D
Gotta' fork out some dosh! Should celebrate at Starbucks huh. whoo!

Isaiah 33:2
O Lord, be gracious to us; we long for you. Be our strength every morning, our salvation in time of distress.

Farewell lunch! Whoo! :D:D

I'm trying to get back on the straight tracks.
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7:34 AM
I'm sucha' fool.
Happy Toilet Paper Sunday!
excitement.
My first time being a gamemaster. Whoo. I didn't say much stuff, but it's okay.
First time la. :D:D Will kampatei next time!
Hahaha.
Today's sermon was very meaningful (as always lol)
'Build the right relationship!'
I can't wait for next week. Testimony sharing time! Gosh. Me and Jolie.
I really can't wait.
I want to take my school for Christ!
There are so many people with lives like mine.
I want them to feel His love.
To see Him change their lives like how He changed mine.
Jesus, words are simply not enough to express my love for you.
Thankyou so much for always being there.

Glory, glory, glory to the King!

Makan-ed at Cuppage Terrace.
Cui was super high okay. Like seriously high.
Can't stand it sia. HAHAHAHA.
Went home with Xinjie today.
Roy was superb in foosball.
D:

My last goodbye.
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11:33 PM
I breathe foosball.
I dream foosball.
I play foosball.
I love foosball.
I'm addicted to foosball! :D

Had ice cream float just now. Whoo, super full.
Okay going to play foosball now!
Yaaaaaaay.

Wah sian just now late for BS.
paiseh paiseh.
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3:57 AM
Joining band and trusting her was such a mistake.
Jesus, give me the strength to overcome this.

please.
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4:42 AM
Lord, I just can't make myself love my enemies.
It is so difficult.
How we used to be at least be able to get along. Now, the devil sows seeds of evil into her mind; now she turned her back. I won't say we're like best friends or whatsoever, but at least we were amicable - either that or she's faking her smiles.
I know it's not my first time being called bitch, whore, asshole, or whatever, but it still hurts, you know.
I know I am a fool to vent it out on a blog, but I can't help it. I prefer open conflict rather than the bitchy underdog fightings we all have involved ourselves in.
Junior, I'd let you know if it's going to make you any happier, you've hurt me.
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1:40 AM
Yesterday was Tuesday, today's Wednesday.
Happy National Day to Singapore! :D As much as I wouldn't like to wish Singapore so, but yeeeeah.
I was actually supposed to go do project work, but Katrina and Kim had to pop off soon, so shame. I popped to church first to help with the sandwiches. Whoo!
Anyway our pig-nig was superb! :D We had games first. The skit was so lame can! HAHAHAH but it was fun. Charmaine the mummy! I think we used up the entire toilet roll can. The sandwiches were awesome! And all the snacks we had were related to cheese. Super yummy okay.
Then we went back church again, hanging around waiting for prayer meeting. I formed the Disease Club with Shawn! :D He has leg cramps and I'm having osteoporosis. My foosball partner. Funny la he! We won! Roy's super scary okay. When he plays right, the balls always shoot right into the goal from his defender position. Powerball! Woah.
After satisfying my foosball addiction and watching Xinjie chase Adriena around because there's some chalk on her white shirt, (you know the pool cue thing. Super funny) I bought instant noodles and downed the pack in five minutes and rushed off for prayer session.
Garrett's preaching! It was awesome, and it's my favourite song! Take All Of Me (: I really felt His presence come down on us. :D It's amazing!Then we split into small groups to pray.

After praying session we actually wanted to go makan but then we couldn't cos' Kopitiam was closed so we went to eat Burger King. Very very very sad. Hahaha so funny, I got the BK crown thing. Had ice milo and small onion rings. Yummyyyy (:
After that took MRT home la.
End of the day.
Slept at 1am though. Insomnia. Hahahaha.

This morning I woke up at 1050 then I was awake until 1145 in which I went back to sleep and awoke around 1 or 2pm. Weirdest sleeping pattern I ever had in my whole life, but it's snooking yummy. Therefore now I'm enjoying my earliest dinner at 5pm. Eeeyer, I just ate a tomato. And I love eggs.
I miss foosball maaaan. D:
TOILETPAPER SUNDAY!
*drafting testimony
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8:08 PM
Okay.
Monday.
Went to Hougang Polyclinic then went to Sengkang Polyclinic cos' Hougang's waiting time is 2 hours and 47 minutes. (osteoporosis la)
First there was Cui Ting. Then pop came Xinjie and Adriena! :D:D
Compass-ed. Jolie's artwork is heeeeuge, so difficult to lug around. Poor girl. Meiyan's stomach is like an endless pit. She keeps on buying food.
Stoned in the library.
Sent people off.
Loitered a while, then train-ed to my house there and had Macs for dinner.
Went home at 9.
Tuesday, today!
Going to Chinatown to do project work then going for pig-nic! :D
Imma go shower now.

Inside out.
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5:59 AM
Today's service was er, interesting.
About what to do after sinning. Don't run away from God! Go to Him instead!
Conviction, not condemnation.. right?
Anyway Satan is just jealous that he can't have a relationship with God hence trying to break up OUR relationship with Him by tempting us to sin, hoping that the guilt of sinning would drive us away from God. So don't listen to him! Whooooo.

Today's Balloon Sunday activities was fun! (: Ian and YC were our hosts! (emcees) kind of. Vanessa and Xinghui (Right? Didn't really catch the name)'s birthday! I brought the cake in! My first time, whoo, nervousness. :D Cake's from Secret Recipe. Didn't eat it though, heard it was good.

Balloon activities, I kicked something or tripped something and my toenail totally split. It's soooo disgusting okay, but it's not very pain. I didn't really feel it until later I looked down and omg blood so I sat down. Sian. Peck Hoon thought it was a hoax when I showed her. Hahaha funny la she. She thought I used nail polish to create that effect! HAHAHAHA. Funny la yoooou.

Took photos with this guy in the auditorium. Kinda fun. But I was feeling super grumpy. Darn gastric. But I don't understand why it's here, cos I ate lunch. Kind of weird la. Sad. ):
Super heeeeuge moodswing. Don't know why. Imbalance of hormones I guess. Lol lol. What rubbish. I think it's because I woke up too early this morning. I was dozing off during service la. It's worth the loss of sleep thouuuugh (((:

Okay, Imma go play foosball with my foosball mate Esther if we can.
I've got a short story called Annabel Lee and gosh, it's the coolest I've written like ever. Whoo.
It's on Deviantart! *hint.
I rockest. ;D;D;D

I thought I forgot how it was like, because I hadn't been for so long. It striked again.
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8:57 PM
I'm at church now! :D:D:D
Adriena and Charmaine so funny, they sucked in helium for the balloons and they speak they sound like gnomes! But Cherly says helium ain't good for health, so don't try too much yeah. (:
Yesterday was Saturday, I slept over at Adriena's house! And I dreamnt of foosball again. <3

Before that, I went Bugis with Yun Faaaaang, she's so adorable can.
Shame we didn't take neoprints.
:D She's so cute! Hahaha.

Eunice Sim is so chatchat!

Took plenty of photos. :D
Lovelovelovelove!

I can't blog much, gotta go makan soon with EZONE!
My lovelies :D:D:D:D
I'm lovin' life so.

HAPPY BALLOON SUNDAY! :D:D:D
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8:38 AM
Okay, passed Charmaine my charger.
Thursday and it'd be back in my hands! <3

Zoomed off to Wisma to meet Weixin, bought a Topman top and saw Wendy and Claudine! Poo.
Then popped off to Ngee Ann City to meet Cuiting! Whoo.
Starbucks-ed, my darling bestie treated me! Thank you darling. She left after that, left me and water heater.
Supposed to meet Elizabeth and people at Orchard MRT, but half an hour later they say going church. AHHHHHH almost bashed the door. So we went church. Played violent foosball games. Xinjie's ulcer looks like Mt. Fuji now (not Mt. Everest) and she's glowing pink as a dragonfruit cos she went tanning. Right? And she called Josephine Agatha lol lol lol.
Someone called me Paul Twohill, lol. My shirt too emo la. Whoo.

Then they popped off to go home. So earlyyyyy la.
Ate noodles from Park Mall. Played more violent foosball games.
Vacuumed the carpet today and helped around a little with Esther.
Made a few new foosball mates. (I'm so sorry to all the Catholic High dudes, I forgot your names. Sian.)

At the bus stop I tried to flag down 65 then the stupid driver zoomed away. ): So I waited for 64 and poof! I'm home. And my brother was acting like a total bitch just now, whining about how smelly my cup noodles are, he wants to sleep, and the glaring light from the monitor screen would disturb his peace of er, slumber. What a loser.

He's nice most of the time, definitely not today. PMSing la him.
E3 blog is up. Whoo.
I'm like crazy playing foosball almost everyday. :D:D:D
I'm broke already.
Sadness.
Anyway foosball I keep on osteoporosis-ing. Sad. No Cui, I won't cry la. Why sad must cry. You are full of rubbish man. Yes, full of rubbish, stop denying it.

Okay, I have nothing else to blog.
Poo.
I love pool and foosball.
I love Jesus!
He's my Daddy. <3
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11:03 PM
HOGC IS MY FIRST HOME!
and that flat at block 108c is my second home. (:
I love all the people at church and something funny yesterday!

TABLE SOCCER:
Roslyn: (playing table soccer)
Me: (pops by) GO ROSLYN! I support you! HAHAHA.
Roslyn: (shoots a goal)

...
WHOOOOO! See da' amazing power of supportivity! (if there's such a word)

I've exchanged phones with Charmaine my lovely best friend who supposedly cooked something but Cherly ate it all up or someone else ate it all up. ):
Okay gotta' fly to pass her the charger.

IMMA HYPER CHICK! whooo!
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12:39 AM
edit/
Two days gone.
Four sticks gone.
Starbucks coffee on my U2 shirt.
Two days not in blue and white.
Whoo!
Stone study stone study eat medicine.
Two days gone not in blue and white.
(:


Okay, wow.
I'm at church now with Joelle! Whoo!
I have things to update but I don't know what to say.
I slept at 12am last night la. Tired.

I like the song I'm on Fire and Take All of Me. Whoo. Random but yeah.
Bible Study yesterday was great! :D:D
New pants and new shews :3 Whoo, but my money flies away really fast.
I'm like eating chicken rice today all the time.
Recess and lunch. Kind of lunch. Yeah.

It felt bad to be back at school after two days mc. I miss my mc.
Panadol made me feel better from headache.
It's pounding as if there's this mini tribal ritual going on and they're banging ferociously on the bongos and drums and percussion stuff.
Ouch.
Imma join the dance and instrument ministry! :D:D
Imma get planted in HoGc!
Imma really hyper now and my favourite word of the moment is 'imma'.

Adriena, SMILE! We all love yooou (:
Quiting band soon and I'm in love with table soccer and foosball/fussball.

The Lord is my saviour!
I'm on fire for Him, because He has done so much.
Oh, I feel like dancing, but the people will think it is foolishness.
So what! :D
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&water cooler
imai.
210391.
daughter of Christ!
water cooler!
CHIJSJC
taiwanese and proud(:
HEARTOFGOD!
i <3 jesus!

&things
neoprints with ethree!
maybelline xxl mascara
purple checkered trousers
nike sheeeews!
converse tattoo series hightops
lip piercing [septemberholidays!]
helix piercing and two more, right ear
mondo red heels
&fascinating links


&crazy people
% adriena! -sheperd
% akiko!
% amanda clare!
% charmaine! -bestfriend
% christina!
% cuiting! -waterheater
% edna! -ednamon
% eeloo!
% jieru!
% josephine!
% kesiaaa! -cornyfriend
% meiyan!
% phyllis!
% rongrong!
% peckhoon! -bracespartner
% reggie!
% sauyan!
% shu! -sweets
% valerie!
% weixin! -bestie
% wendy!
% wendyquek!
% xinjie!

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